I’m trying to use English to finish some thought that I’m thinking nowadays. (Exactly, trying to practice IELTS Writing test during this period.)
I can’t control my mood at some of the time, especially when the things gone to the way that I can’t control. So this’s why I’m always thinking that if I have none possibility to enter any new intimate relationship. I can’t face any problems and solve them directly, and because of this I have met many serious issues between people and people. I have no idea the solution to this kind of personality.
Dealing with relationships is such a difficult things. I don’t know how other people’s thinking. And although I have no idea how to fix others bad mood which started because of me. It let me feel uncomfortable and difficult to accept. And I’m always trying my best to avoid these situations. But avoiding is not the solution. Because things always appears. Problem need to be solved, so that’s I think the best way to solve all this problem is to avoid all the relationship I might be met. But this is not I want.
Time passing by…, clock is competing with my life. Facing these problem makes me headache, out of breath and pressure. I feel not right, all the solution is not the way I want to select. So. How. The best way for me is to avoid my life.
I hope these won’t happen. I wish a peaceful life, I wish I can take all things in my control. I wish I can finish my problems.